“I want a perfect body. I want a perfect soul.” Is such a dumb fucking pro ana bullshit post. Eating disorders take everything that made you a unique, caring person and destroys it. You become the anti Christ of perfection and your soul is filled with self hatred and thoughts of death. Eating disorders are anything but perfect.
Lunch
Mind: Don't eat. It's not worth the calories.
Me: Ok.
Mind: Fine, maybe just one bite.
Me: What no!
Mind: Just one. It's not like anyone will know.
Me: I'll know!
Mind: Don't give in. Walk away.
Mind: You know what, you need a treat once in a while.
Mind: Don't let it control you.
Me: YOU'RE CONTROLLING ME! YOU ARE!







